Monday, May 19, 2008

yo again! OA as boring as ever ,tired as hell and sporting aching legs.becos of 2.4 la !fat boys are never meant to run! i swear if i had a 10 cent coin for every fat boy who does not like running i will be millionaire.a moment of awkward silence later.......
anyway later having jamming for the 31st may gig feeling the stress, i dont noe i hav played a few school shows but there is something sbout an open show that scares me. i think it is because your band's outside reputation is put on the line during the whole 30 min or 45 min set. it would help if i had my friends to support but i feel they run away when ever i needed them the most.hence the term fair weathered aquiantenses which john came up with, on the 10th may gig it left me thinking, do i have any friends. comforting words from others filled my ear for the past 2 weeks but i cant help but think if that is true, at least i still have gcp if not i really don't noe how to unleash all my stress.i hope todays jamming session will help me just to relax these nerves and just let out all of my stress from school,love and just everything!!! have not felt really good these days just confused about what i am going to do, maybe i should just keep quiet and let the life i have b4 me pass by w/o caring.but w/o these moments i would nvr have the inspiration to write more songs. but as i sit here imagining the ending of this i just wonder was it meant to be or is something else planned out for me that is the question i really need to ask myself. hope listening to a happy song would cheer me up (9 in the afternoon playing in my phone now) anyway saturday went to see nep jam for their gig the next day at home club, after that(with all the ringing in my ears) we went to eat at burger king to eat and discuss about our next gig at mg(music garage) on the 31st and 6th the worst thing is that we have to get another drummer to play for us during the 6th june gig cos marius going back to philipinnes for a short while so we are hoping to get muddy from mmc to play for us which may not be a problem.then went to starbucks and lepak there for a short while with bear, isa, ameer,bruce,mj, stix ,john and ahmad until about 12 then cabbed home with the usual ppl.

the next day went to watch nep play at home club. frigging 17 bucks to get in sia!!! expensive like crazy but anything for nep ya!! the gig was great,ellen super power with her vocals!! Reach was my favourite but the rest great as well.bear and isa as usual great with their guitar work and ameer with his bass and back up vox great and bruce on drums as usual to his beating best!! anyway after that went across the bridge to hang out with nep-ellen and fino and is of her silent wish, john as well stayed until the mrning and took the first bus home anyway OA just ended update later. see ya!!

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