Monday, November 3, 2008

Hey back again....guess i have been in the mood to blog recently....terribly bored at home..

Well went for connect session after a long time finally on sunday and i have to admit i feel pretty distant from them..i guess it was because i spent sundays with my band friends for such a long time that we didnt feel close anymore...to think it was so different about 7 months ago and how everything has just changed plus for the first time in 7 months i feel so alone...i mean i always had my friends with me alot but now i feel like with one decision everything was just taken from me...i do regret i times but what am i supposed to do?? cry bout it ?? i made it and i am sticking to it...anyway the rest of sunday did nothing but watch HEROES!!! Whole 8 hours of nothing but heroes!can't wait for the 3rd season to start:) and with a new season of HEROES comes another chance to see HAYDEN PANETIERE!! haha i have no idea why i got such a big crush on her!! anyways went to school yesterday(btw i am just updating a draft haha) feeling pretty okay...for only a handful of times this term i didnt sleep at all at class...the only reason for that is becos the CA starts next week and i really need to get my GPA up if i want to even stand a chance of getting into a POLY...all those CCA answers came in the morning when me, omar ,yaya, zana and fizah got called to the staff room to attend a meeting when the ppl in charge of some seminar thing. i kinda got scared when they said this was intense overseas thing that is going to last until june of next year. well i guess this kills any hope i had of getting a job cos if i did it would mean i had 5 things to handle. anyway i am just rambling on about nothing in particular i'll see you guys soon

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